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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA! (: sorry one day late. and i didn't get a chance to wish you that during training yestd! ahh. haha eat more okay? so you'll stop shivering in the pool and when it rains.
today was racial harmony day. not exactly my idea of fun. although sitting next to weishan was way fun. hahah. after a while looking at all the sec1s dressed up as ingredients from asian dishes became quite an eyesore. i saw so many variations of how rice, coconut milk, and chilli might look like. but i must admit that the first 3 classes were super cute. much improvement from orientation concert. hahah. and xintian was super cute as well. lol i have NEVER heard her talk that much, that loudly before. weishan agreed.
then it was up to class we went. for art appreciation. i stuffed my face with weird deep fried food. haha abstinence leads to bingeing i tell you. okay then some teacher came in and was quite annoyed the half of our class was mia and the rest of us weren't making any sort of beads. not even beads of sweat. haha. joke. uh anw, yeah so we gathered and made an apology bead necklace for her. our first class effort to do something together. half class or quarter class at least.
many thanks to mavis who patiently helped me with my math assignment. ahh nice people do exist after all.
kay then lucy came up and questioned us a bit, then we cleaned up the classrm. and i went down to the canteen. found my wallet + hp missing. lol i considered it missing till i got home actually. only then (like 3hrs later) did i realise i had put it in my locker before assembly -.-" hoho . scary that i'm getting so forgetful.
blah. okay i'm sorry if i said anything offensive but that's just what i think about them and freedom of speech is allowed. the world's already so screwed up it wouldn't make a difference now if the people in it were just as screwed. hahah none of my business what they do to their lives and reputations anyway. i'm just happy i didn't succumb to peer pressure and go be like them. the rudeness and disrespect they're displaying isn't going to earn a tiny bit of MY respect. so yeah. jiayou! recruit more people into your circle. i'm feeling sorry for future members already. oh wait, was i not supposed to type any of that? i'm supposed to worship all of yall right? haha serve you guys and be your lifelong sponsor of gaozhi? woohoo sounds like a darn lot of fun ya.
i just wish people didn't have to change so much. no life you say? why don't you go do a full olympic dist tri and tell me if you're social life is much more superior than my life. try doing the same trng prog as me. try being a prefect? maintaining discipline in sch. getting hated by people just for carrying out ur duty. i doubt you even know the meaning of commitment. so please don't come here and tell me to get a life. what makes your life so much better than mine?! merely the ten times wider, more vast social circle? wow. now that's something big ain't it?
woohoo i will stop sounding like a horrid person and get on to my reflections on past few trng sessions. i realised that i need someone to push me before i can push myself. mentally not physically that is. haha. for eg- during swim trng on tues. we were doing 800s. and for the first 2 i was going super slow. then for #3, mok was swimming in the lane next to mine and i just tried to keep up. true enough, i managed to get my time down by 10secs at least. then for the next one i tried to keep the same feeling of pushing myself harder, and hurray i improved by another 30secs. my biggest weakness is my head. anw, thanks to mok! i did okay for that workout. unfortunately yestd's swim trng wasn't as good. i was slacking a lot. was quite tired from mugging for math retest, so yeah. blah.
okay track trng today! hoho. let's all hope that my rectus femoris permits me to run.